My beloved mom, I know that you'll missing me. But, I'll always remember you, mom And never be stop to loving you, although I can not said " I love you, mom"
I'll always love you mom .. Even day after day .. That's to be more, mom Until someday we'll meet again. but, before the time is come .. If mama want to adopt a son in order for mama not stay in loneliness .. For me , that's not a matter mam . He may to sleep in my room and play with all of my toys. But, if you want to adopt a daughter, perhaps she'll not do anything that we do, the boy . Mama should buy the dolls and all the property that the girl need in usual. Don't be said to thingking of me mam. The place where I stay right now was too beauty. Grandpa and grandma have been met me.
When I arrived there, they show me all the beatifull places here. But, need a lot of time to everything beauty. The angel wes to calm and cool. But I see them flying in happiness. And do you see something, mom ? God is not like what the people usually draw. But, when I see .. I'm sure if that's Allah. I may to sit in Allah's lap and talking anout everything as I a really important one.
I tell Him that I wanna write a letter for you to say good bye and another words. But I'm realize if that's mot permitted. But mama also know, Allah gives me His pencil and a sheet of paper to write a letter for you, mom I think that Jibril will sent this letter to you, mom . Allah said thet he will answer your question " Where is Allah when my son need You ? ". Allah said that He's with me as when His son get crossed.
He's there, mom. And he always with all the children. By the way, there's no one who could read this letter, except you, mom. For another one this letter just a blank paper, mom. It's amazing mom, isn't it ?
Now, I should to give back the pencil that I've borrowed. Allah need it to write the names in His book life. Tonight, I'll dinner with Allah in His party.
Oh yes mom, now, I'm not in sick again mom. And I'm sure that God also can not see if I'm getting ill. That's why He send an angel of savior to pick me up. And the angel also said that I'm a special gift, mom.
How about it mom ..
the love sign from Allah and me
Aliyah Almas Sa'adah